I heard of you!

2011-03-16T13:30:00.002+08:00

I decided to come back to blogging!

Last night a lot of things went thru my mind, all the good ones, bad ones.

It happens recently, i can't get to sleep until 4am.

So my mind keeps thinking of a lot of stuff.

I used to be such a blogger addictive! (ever since sec 1) when blogging was so 'IN'.

then idk when did i kick off this blogging habit.

i told my blog all my memories, just in case i forget it when im old.

or probably could show it to my grandchildren of how you ah ma looks like when she's 14.

HAHA.

got this from tumblr!:

10 simple things that make me smile

Hugging someone after crying.
Finally peeing or pooping after a long car ride.
Getting a high score after studying so hard.
Heart-to-hearts with your bestfriend.
Lying down on your bed knowing that you have no deadlines to rush.
Going home early and seeing your favorite meal.
Getting to lie on your own bed after a long vacation.
Your dog running excitedly towards you after a long day.
Being told how much you mean to someone.
A thank you.

how true! and i kinda miss all my best friends now..

i wonder how have they been.

sometimes i wonder if i am a bad friend cos out of 10 times outing,

i fail to go 9 times? urgh. it doesnt feel like when in Deyi times.

after school, slack tgt, study tgt!! hub tgt!! now it's just many many different type of us.

if any of my girlf see this, I MISS ALL OF YOU GIRLIES!! :(

and recently, i got back with Alvin. it seems like this cycle would not stop..

maybe we're just so used to each other that every time we broke up, we end up tgt.

maybe it's not breaking up, much of 'cooling period' i guess?

anyway, this recent thai trip had included a suan ming session with the monk.

guess what? he only took my dob and started telling me TRUTH that i almost burst into tears.

he said, 'you're in love with someone right?' /nods head

'don't worry, he loves you a lot now, he needs you more than you need him.' he used to treat you very badly too right? dont worry, it's all in the past. he knows how to treats you well now..'

HE ONLY TOOK MY DOB, ISN'T THIS SCARY ENOUGH!!??

and he says 'don't think of going into relationship that isnt going to last, you need him, and you know it.' with mom's disapproval beside, he continues, 'mama, dont worry, she's in good hands.'

aww, thinking of it makes me cry. and he also mention that my life will get better if im married. hahaha, no money how to get marry?

freaking but true, believe it a not. up to you ;)

baby's hug is the best thing ever. :)

couldnt get a part time job this holidays, guess im suppose to rot at home every single day with $20 cash in bank. tsk, hard life for me!!! :(

all right, guess i need to go look for pretty blogskins!!

#prayforjapan

2010-11-18T22:40:00.002+08:00

i just feel like reviving my blog, because i had not been talking to someone about myself recently.

went Alicia's house today to celebrate Aaron's birthday in advance!
played mahjong! ^^ i belly nong never pray riaos!! :)
won a few bucks but baby lost $15 so i helped him to cover!!
catch up with many people, and finally see my Rach Laopo!! <3
left early cos need to go home and pack for,

THAILAND TRIP!!! ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^
will be going for 5 days :) me happygirl93@hotmail.com :D

yesterday quarrelled with baby boy again :(
hais, over such rival matters. PLAYING A BALL CAN BECOME A QUARREL.
jia liat a not? :(
cried cried cried, i thought we understand each other but actually not.
i admire those old couples, because they have been giving in for 40/50/60/70 years.
how about us? 4 years also bu dao. hais :(
hope baby boy and i don't quarrel over such things anymore!!

okay, my first post for after 1 million years, shall go browse for blogskins!!
need a new look!!! :)

2010-07-27T23:16:00.002+08:00

今天是我和你分手的第1天，
日子还是一样，我还是上学了，
上学时，并没有任何不开心，只是觉得手机比以前安静很多。
再也看不到你的SMS，也不知道你在做什么，只知道告诉自己你在睡觉好让自己不去想你。

我想你或许会看到我的blog,

我不知道为什么昨天会和你分手，
也许我真的累了，
也许你也没那么爱我，
也许我们之间少了些什么。

今天，我好想你。 :(

2010-05-01T01:31:00.002+08:00

i'm so disappointed at this moment ):

do we really have to quarrel until we have to think about breAk-ups to solve it?
it's isnt simple to maintain a relationship,
and i hope you know this.

sometimes, even the simplest text to ask, 'baby, where are you? do you need me to fetch you?' could be the sweetest things, but it's been so long since you do all this.
is it because of busy life so both of us forget about this kind of things?
i dont know, i dont know, i dont know.

even when you apologise, you dont sound sincere anymore...
you asked me to teach you how to dote on me,
but you aint a robot, and i cant teach you all this,
i'm sorry.

but love isn't about giving,
sometimes, you need to learn to give more instead of receiving.

i'm just very very disappointed............

1.36AM
1 May 2010

2010-04-12T19:22:00.003+08:00

this post might not be very interesting,

tomorrow is our anniversary,
we both had forgotten much about it, we didn't celebrate for a few months.
but tomorrow, i'm giving baby a lil surprise (:
i'm going to paste letters of hearts at his bedroom,
and then give him a PiPi (:
i shall take lots of pic tmrw!

maybe this 2 coming 3 years,
or 3 years coming 4 years,
there was too much for me to remember.
there was of course, heartbreaks. but there was also moments that i wish to remember forever.
those who know baby, would know he used to smoke,
he used to ignore our relationship, he used to be very stubborn,
he used to being alone, he used to threatens to break, he used to be very bad towards me,
he used to do harsh things, he used to speak harshly, he used to put his friends infront of me, he used to not used to me.

sometimes during our h2h talks, i would ask baby,
baby why did you change so much?
what he replied was really touching,
'you changed me baby. last time i didnt know how to think, if it wasnt you. i dont think i will remain as who i am now'

he changed, he changed to someone who know how to care about my feelings,
he changed to someone that would accompany me to go out, go shopping, go school,
he changed to someone that put me in front of his friends,
he changed to someone that isnt him(in a better way),
he changed to someone that thinks of the past,
he changed to someone that would regret,
he changed to someone even better than what i expected.

maybe all those break-ups in between us make us even stronger.

it could probably be baby really grew up,
and thank god, he's still mine.

we still have a long way to go baby,
i wont give you up (:

happy anniversary my baby!
i forget how many years how many months how many days,
but it's still all right!
we still love each other!

*please cry when you see this post ( i know you will )
love you!

2010-04-11T13:48:00.002+08:00

my baby,
i'm back to blogging!
haha, hope by 19th april (next week) and i get my lappy,
i would be blogging more often!!!! because it's too tiring to sit infront of a desktop and think of what you wanna blog ):

went for orientation for past 3 days,
i'm in the class IT1007!
great friends inside, just need to get to know each other better!
the class has only 19 ppl, sucha small class, i'm not used to it!
and i'm very troubled, because idk what to wear to sch everyday!!!!
shorts, tees, shorts, dress!!!!!
need to go shopping ^^ (winks)

after orientation,
it's also a sick week for me!!!!
i haven been seeing baby for the past few days,
i'm not used to going in the sun anymore, ):
need to exerciseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee already! but it's not happening at all.

ok, need to do a lot of things,
cut hair, buy shoes and clothes, buy lappy!!!
so broke ):

anw, i dont think anyone still rmb my plan!
it's going to be a successful one on tues!!

baby i love you a lot! (:

2010-03-24T09:56:00.002+08:00

i actually intended to post yesterday, plus change my blogskin.
but i think all it's just too troublesome,
so i just close the window. hah!

anyway, i'm back to the working life,
no mahjong, no shopping, no life, no life and no life.
i dont even touch the computer when i'm at home,
i'm would be so tired to even watch tv ):
let's think about the future.. (for awhile)
if i'm having a 9-6 job,
i wont have time for boyfriends, my girls, family and of cus some time for clubbing and shopping,
last but not least, mahjonggggggggggg :/
how to even mention time for babies if i'm holding such jobs!!!!
kkkkkk, i shall study hard and be like my big boss (of Noel),
have a chauffeur to drive me around, ^^

i just read my fat(chiew chen fang)'s blog,
and i saw her struggling so hard in JCs,
i remember her telling me that she's afraid she cannot adapt to JC's life,
because she isn't as hardworking as (the real kids out there),
don't be afraid girl! you just have to xin ku this 2 years,
half a year has already gone, you can do it!
and you still have meeeeeeee, please don't forget me!
*hugs and kisses* *big watery kiss! muacks muacks!*

i really hates it when ppl call Noel's hotline,
and just blurt out everything.
you call Mac's delivery you also gotta wait for them to greet you first right?
and you need to give them information before you order right,
typical singaporeans lehsssssss!!!! :@
angry you know!

i'm finding another part time job,
maybe @ shaw centre, or @ popular with B :D
hope we can work together, just have to wait for B's call when he wake up! (:
haven been real texting with him because either i'm too busy with work,
or he's busy out there. eeewwww, sucks this feelings ):

kk, bye! (:

2010-03-18T14:18:00.001+08:00

I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long. If we're in each others dreams, we can be together all the time.

2010-03-16T16:00:00.000+08:00

who say there is forever?

once you're angry @ something,
just forget it.

2010-03-15T11:05:00.002+08:00

It's my first day @ work,
haaaaahaaaaa!
working from 15/3 to 31/3 (:
more $$$$$!

went J8 with baby yesterday,
wanted to go Novena, but it was too late because we need to meet GuoHao & Andy around 2 plus,
so we had Swensens!!! Baby's going there for interview later on,
LOL!! so next time i have free swensens!!! (:
then he went to buy PICARD wallet siol!! upgrade liao,
he no longer buy pasa malam goods. hahaha!

I AM SO BORED AND I POST LIKE SHIT. @#*(&@ *#9&*# $(^

2010-03-09T09:43:00.002+08:00

why i keep blogging but no one's tagging me! ):

anyway, the family is planning to go THAILAND again in June!

muhahaha, i should probably start saving so that i can join them in June!

i wish i can celebrate my birthday there too!

but fat hope, my birthday is no longer in holis for poly... :C

hope this year, my birthday celebration would still be like last year,

where there is chalet and many many people!

still quite longgggggggggg :B

went down to Basketball court yesterday,

mainly to talk to Regina about NYP stuff,

will be going to the poly clinic or hospital for check up tmr,

and head to NYP to apply bursary and stuff,

but we ended up talking about chalet and other stuff with Jesslyn, Andy, Hazel, Uncle & Baby.

hope nothing crops up!

and they like to talk a lot of crap, ESP ANDY! hahaha.

hope Baby still allows me to go down sometimes and not to stay @ home and rot.

watching Being Human with Baby tmr,

hehehe.

and today's DADDY birthday!

happy birthday! (:

2010-03-08T12:13:00.003+08:00

Currently @ Noel WORKING!
gonna start even earlier,
which is continuously from 15 March onwards,
Farhana is teaching me NEW stuff, which is confirming fax orders,
which probably make my existence good enough, haaaaaahaaaaa.

just left few more weeks to a POLY student life,
i'm not really well prepared,
not to say, i have not even submitted the online enrollment when the due date is this Thurs,
so many things to do,
healthcheck, CPF, tuition grant, lappy....
tsktsk!!! why is the enrollment so troublesome,
why not use the way like we used to enroll in primary school,
that's so easy & simple!!!!
haissss D:

yesterday a h2h talk with baby,
felt so good & touched!
baby said he wants to be engaged before he goes into Army,
haha! just hope by that time my parents will be able to accept him.
why isnt he like this last time, if not we would probably be counting towards our 5th year!!
but thank god, he's fine now.
he said that if it wasnt me, he would have become like another person,
which is real bad ):
but luckily, my petty comes in hand! haaaahaaaa!!
just hope we arent so lucky when we go out around AMK,
so many ppl saw us!!!!! so dao mei!!! D:

chalet's coming, :D
wee, hope it would be successful! and no quarrels between me & B!!!!!

meeting Regina Tonight! and maybe B too, @ bbc!

okays, (L)

2010-03-06T14:23:00.002+08:00

back from Hatyai quite some times ago,
haha, but still i still feel home when i'm there.
i enjoyed myself a lot a lot,
and tend not to think of those unnecessarily things,
bought a lot a lot of things, and of course did praying for half a day.
don't you agree with me Thailand is so beautiful?

shall go take up Thai language courses when i'm older!!
i want to go again, and again!!!! (:

and of course, on 26 feb, it was their last day @ Noel.
worked thru 2 seasons with them,
they knew how to skive most of the times! haha,
not to forget those times that we shared among ourselves those idiotic customers,
those very very rude ah pek,
those GQ's indian customers complaining,
of course not to forget Ivan's betting on every football matches.
will be starting work again on Mon,
alone, no longer with this 2 big brothers.
hope there's still someone for me to complain to!!!

didn't manage to meet my girls yesterday,
so sorry ):
i still miss you guys!!
*Love*

and of course,
i'm still waiting for my lappy to come!!!!!!!

2010-02-25T23:37:00.003+08:00

how i wish i would lost my passport or something when i go to Thailand tmr,
just hope i will never come back to ______.

why does unhappy things have to pop out when we're going overseas,
it's not like we're rich,
it just that we need to take a break.
we need to do something to rest our mind,
why can't you just understand this?
do you know it's very hard for us to communicate?
i just don't know how to face this.
i really hope i would save enough to go thai in another 10 years.
i don't wanna even stay here anymore.
it's just so painful to think of everything that's happening.

maybe what B said was correct,
i did not face enough of this.
that's why everytime when something happen,
i feel so down,
and almost got a break down.
but luckily, B is still here for me.
i love you.
thanks for the nice heart2heart talk in the bus,
i really appreciate it a lot.
you make me love you even more,
this relationship, i'm definitely not going to let go.
thanks dear,
i don't know what to say more than thank you.

2010-02-19T16:11:00.002+08:00

I'll be back soon, you won't have time to miss me. Look after my heart--Ive left it with you.

-- Edward Cullen, Twilight

i hope my future hubby:

is a half-Thai, or must love Thailand like i do!
love me more than i love him!
put me at 1st place!!
cook 3 meals, plus supper and dessert for me everyday!
do housework!!!
drive!!!!
takecare of the children plus the family!
funny and humorous
give my bouquet of flowers every anniversary
love surprises!
smart!!!
tall, and muscular! with a bit of fat tummy!
bring me wherever i want to go!
sleep after i fall asleep
hold my hand and let me sleep on him every night
buy me gucci bags

i know this kind of guys doesnt exist anymore!
LOL!!!!!!!

2010-02-10T22:04:00.002+08:00

Here's a update on my blog! i'll try to update as much as i can,
because working life isnt very interesting,
unless you get some funny, frustrating customers or colleagues.

heard from baby that time we met that he would peek at my blog sometimes,
so i decided to blog and surprise him! :D
for this coming 2010, i wish i can be with you forever.
tho there are super duper maxxxx much of quarrels, but still, i love you a lot baby :D
i knew some quarrels could had been avoid, but still.
girls are girls and boys are boys!
just hope everything's going smoothly this year for us.
last but not least,
i need to thank you! :D i knew you care, just that you dont know how to show.
hope that no misunderstanding could end our relationship.
loveloveloveloveloves to the max! :D

okays, poly life is coming real soon.
i think i shuld probably be okay with it,
im looking forward but not looking forward at the same time to poly life.
IT MEANS MORE OF LAPPY TIME BUT MORE OF PROJECT!
and gotta think of what to wear to school everyday!!
just hope everything's real fine for me in school, :D

just another thought, i dont really want a 9-6 job anymore.
it's boring, and doesnt give me any time for my love ones.
especially the girls and the 407 clique.
i know many ppl are starting to miss me (*smile*)
anyway, job ends in feb. so faster book me!
or else im going to plan my one week(i hope) thailand trip wit my mum or tan beewen! :D
what happens in march?
nah, just probably take up a ntuc job at hub.
HAHAHA.

hope those jc-ians are doing well out there!
im starting to miss ppl,
esp my FATTYCHIEWCHENFANG, and not to forget, jin :D
and of course my girls! tzy, nico, kim, beau, rox....

i promise i would blog 3 times a day once i get my lappy! it's so stiffy to sit in front of a desk top.
pfffff.

once again, work tmr,
calling out to customers again ):

TATA!

2010-01-21T22:05:00.005+08:00

Sunday Picnic Trip: (updated on 22/1)

time: meet amk mrt station @ 9am
venue: ecp/ marina barriage

peeps that will be going:
(confirm ones are BOLD)
Constance
Jin
ChenFang (until 4pm)
Kangrui
Edwin
Chun Heng
HongYi
Regina
Kally

Desmond Jian Keat KwanWei Sherlyn (haven confirm yet.)

pls inform me if you're bringing more ppl,
need to prepare food!!
and pls ask more ppl to come along! the more the merrier.

everyone shall contribute a food item:
(quantity to be confirm)
-packet drinks (chop by CHUNHENG)
-sandwiches
-potato chips (chop by CONSTANCE)
-cookies (chop by JIN)
-agar agar(chop by ILLENE)
-hotdogs! (chop by KALLY)
-chicken wings? fried rice? beehoon?
-ham(chop by EDWIN)
-1.5L drinks(chop by HONGYI)

other suggestions:
lunchi-meat!, sushi(ready-made), kueh, biscuits, maggi mee(HAHA)

you all can contribute what you wanna bring,
give me a text. i'll confirm and make sure there's enough food for everyone.

and we'll share 1 cake for our lovely Kangrui & Sherlyn.

i'm not sure when we will end, but if you need to leave early you can.
please be punctual all right! latest we will wait will be 9.10am
bring along a set of clothings in any case that we are going to ECP.
and of course undergarments and all you need.
and please reply to my text!!!!!!!!! ):

2009-12-20T12:09:00.002+08:00

am currently @ the reception of Noel , here blogging !
heeheehee. :B

work has been somehow okay , i've learn many many things !

N level results was out , luckily baby passed 3 subject and manage to go to ITE .
he doesnt want to go aerospace ):
he's still thinking if he want to go to the Navy .
i'll definitely miss him , 3 or 4 months no phone , no connections , no contacts ):

anyway , hopefully i can also pass my O's .
not to expect very good results , but hopefully there's some good course for me to go to .
good course aka - not enginering , i dont like .
i prefered some creative IT course , like designing some advertisements .

Irene is out to buy lunch for me now :D
heehee . i'm still working in Noel , proabably until CNY .
just hope i saved enough to go to my BANGKOK trip !!!!!!!!!!
i'm bringing mummy to go with me , i know im good :D

okays ! im back to phone calls ,
Good Afternoon Noel Gifts , Constance speaking .
how can i help you ? :D

i love you babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ~

2009-12-05T22:57:00.002+08:00

hey! I'm actually back from Thailand a week back.
but working kinda makes me feel tired and lights off was always at 9.

Thailand trip was absolutely great. Forever makes me feel I'm home.
bought tons of things, almost needed DHL to carry all the things home.
caught up with much of the family members,
suddenly i got a feeling, i want to be like this when I'm old.
I want my daughters, son, grandson, granddaughter to accompany me.
even if i needed a walking stick, seeing them patiently warn me every step i takes.
i bet this is the best reward in my life.
but that's too long a way to go, I never know what could happen tmr. Right?

Working at Noel, somehow great too.
I had made some new friends, and of course.
seeing a DEVIL SUPERVISOR is definitely, *tsk*
cf, guess you know how i feel :/
she's fierce, strict, and i feel she can kill with the sight.
luckily i'm not under her! :D
will be working till 8.30pm from 14 onwards.
meaning, no mahjong, no facebook, no handphone texts, no baby's accompany.
but i planned, all this money i earn probably bring mum and me a good 5 days in Bangkok.
Mareesa, it's my turn to look for you over there. :D
p.s. Mareesa is coming back on the 13. can anyone pls text me by 10 to meet her for lunch on the 13?????

watched New Moon ytd, i would give it a 4/5 because the movie isnt nice without Edward.
i hadn't got a chance to finish reading New Moon either.
i think the ending is just not inappropriate. :/
makes me feel like i wanna watch the next one even more!!!!!
some scene made me think of those times i was with baby,

sometimes i feel that i was force to grow up too fast.
what i have been thru, rather in relationships was just too much for me to handle.
some things that happened wasnt fair to me.

i witness my boyfriend fell in love with another girl,
the pain that he brought to me, was undescrible,
it was more than needles poking you.
it was a feeling that you knew someone that you love would leave you for long.
you will never get to see him ever again,
you will never get to feel his face, touch his face or even share with him things that you used to.

no one's gonna be there to warm your hands when you're cold in a cinema,
no one's gonna hear you complain when you have a fight with your brother,
no one's gonna be there with you thru the night,
i gotta be alone, standing strong.
but somehow, you know he will be back.

isnt all this putting you in a difficult position?
you wanna forget but you wanna remember.

but, i dont blame you, boy.
i'm acutally grateful to you.

i thank you for letting me know what is love,
how do i love someone, how someone could love me as much as i do.
i need to thank you because you had accompany most of my difficult times.
although you weren't much been a help, but i know you love me.
i know we will somehow have a happy ending.

no more pains, no more unhappiness.
we're just be Constance and Alvin.
we are we.
we are going to love each other till 80 years old,
we are going to hold each other hand till old,
you are going to pat me till i sleep and cover me with blankets.
and i'm going to make you feel all of these are worth it.

been together almost 3 years, so much pain, so much happiness.
but, remember all the good times.
we still have a long way to go. :D
i love you baby.

you're exactly my brand of heroine.
i was'nt going to live without you, you're my life.

2009-11-26T16:26:00.001+08:00

AWAY TO THAILAND! ~~~

2009-11-23T02:26:00.000+08:00

i know i said it many times,
but

I STILL MISS MY BABY!
MUACKS!

it's 2.27am now and i miss baby and talking to CF on msn!

why i cant dl audi!!!!!!! :@

2009-11-22T23:03:00.000+08:00

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's The Climb

i still need to be alone.
for another 13 days.
bcus baby's working and i'm starting work so soon! D:

i'm rotting.

2009-11-19T12:22:00.003+08:00

I'm now being pangseh by baby :C
he's working for 3 weeks and all in the afternoons to the nights :/
I'm so grumpy can! :C
but, i managed to pull him to watch 2012 with me tonight!!!! :D:D:D

class chalet was half success, the other half failure was about the FOOD!!!! :@
shall not mention it anymore.
stayed at jin's house in the first night, together with fang.
this time round at chalet only managed to play pool,
no bowling, no karaoke, no swimming, no beach ):
the weather isn't good at this times ):
but overall, it's good! i enjoyed myself, :D
esp the last night. when baby was there, i was urber tired and fell asleep at the couch.
baby see me sleep throughout and held my hand!! *loves

i need some activities, i'm so bored! ):

we went to this cafe at vivocity on last day of O's (:

but i forget when baby brought me to dota.

pis @ jin's house!

2009-10-31T19:12:00.004+08:00

i suddenly have the urge to come blogger! LOL!

firstly, my bro intro me another job lobang that require 50 ppl in some fair.
once i get the details, i would start to text ppl that asked me for jobs intro :D

an evening spend with charlene was great!
had good time talking about the past.
haha! i need some more of that. (:

i need to tolerate for another 1 wk 3 days.
since O is over, i can do whatever i want. :D

yuckie. it's raining now and i hate it.
i cannot bathe because mummy says dont bathe when it's raining. :B

another thing to celebrate, if my aunt/ ah ma sponsor me to thailand.
i will be goingggggggggggg :D
sawadeeka ~

days spend with baby are short.
but,
i still love you! :D
it always feel good with you.
BUT,
i got a lot of oh cen(blue black) lehs! damn it! D:

Baby have me on his mind :D

swimming with baby :D <3>

kkkkkkk, whatever.
i'm changing my skin. soon :D

2009-10-27T02:17:00.001+08:00

Somethings are left better to be unsaid. Things are really different between us.
Do you feel it or am I just too sensitive?

2009-10-19T14:43:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored! ):

taking a break from studying SS, :/
baby slept from 11pm last night to now. which is 3pm.
he slept for 17 hourssssssssss because he just ton 1 night.
loser baby!

my heart flew to 11Nov already.
come back come back~~~~

i'm changing into another blog soon :D
without tagboard and links because nobody bothers to tag me!!!!!
:/

back to facebook! :D

2009-10-15T11:52:00.000+08:00

I (L) YOU.

hungry now! :D

& everything's fine, thanks everyone!
:D

2009-10-13T17:40:00.001+08:00

fucking bitches,
i hate it the most when you ALL have all those sympathetic looks for me.
i fucking hate all of you ALL.

and you,
dont think that i don't blame you.
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just dont know why i believe you easily.

JUST FUCK OFF LAH.
FUCKING BITCH!

i know you all will come my blog and see my post,
aft tt you all complain to him.
okay, fine. this is wad you see and i will not remove it.

2009-10-05T00:02:00.002+08:00

another day had gone, i'm still all alone ):

i spent one whole day thinking about good reasons i could reject him in any case that he comes back:
first idea- i would tell him that i've got a new boyf and i would reject him at any cost.
conclusion- it doesn't work, he knows all my friends.
second idea- after O's
conclusion- too lame, and not true.
third idea- i prefer single
conclusion- as above. too lame and it's not true
forth idea- i like somebody else,
conclusion- he might say he would wait, and i would end up telling the truth. Out.
fifth idea- switch off my phone and start to call somebody and grumble.
conclusion- the person i call might be him.
sixth idea- make him wait
conclusion- doesn't last for 3 days

HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

and i really love those around me,
esp cf and bryon.
they gave me a lot of encouragement!!
not to forget, jin, ch, kally, regina, beewen, rach, kenny and lucas.

rach: don't give up on your studies. it's not worth it. try texting you but you didn't reply.
jiayou. i'm with you.

2009-10-03T13:05:00.002+08:00

i know you are here,
i know you are looking at my blog right now.
my facebook can't be logging in by anyone else.

you know how heart pain i am,
but you just leave me here.
izzit really worth it ?
baby, i only remember all our happy moments.
一起回到过去好吗？

this day last year, we were playing candles.
i couldn't find your love shape candle photo.
i'm so afraid i wont see your face anymore.
i'm really really scare.
i'm afraid that you will lie in anyone else arms.
i'm afraid i have to get used to having you not around.
i'm afraid nobody will ever quarrel with me.

i really miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):

i know i still got friends around me,
even him appear and shown his concern.

how about you boy?

ahhhhhhh,
this thing,
is so pain.

2009-10-02T17:58:00.003+08:00

why can't we be like any other couple?
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

i'm feeling tired, terrible and sick.

i'm just so hurt! ):
maybe if i'm better in my temper, no such things would happen.
maybe if i'm more meticulous, nothing would have happen.

i let you go............................

):

2009-10-02T01:31:00.003+08:00

i don't know if anyone notice, everytime i stopped blogging for awhile, the next time i return, i will change new skin! i just can't stand seeing the skin again and again.

it's 2.11am now but i'm still here in front of the com.
i nap and 6 just now and now, ... and i'm meet cf at 10 later on.
we're going study! :D and going to meet jin after school, pepper lunch again :B and then to her house for another study session.

prelims results is back, my L1R4 is terrible, 24
not to say class postion, 37/39
LOLLLLLLLLLLLL?????
just feeling quite down in school just now.
Haissssssssssssssszxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

but with him around,

how can you not smile? hahahah :D

i think something's wrong with Baby. i mean like lightning strike him or something.
he went to NIGHT CLASS AND STUDY CHEMISTRY AND SAID IT WAS EASY!!!
my god! i can't believe it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just thought that he was insane for a moment. :D

Mr ong's birthday celebration!

and some modelling session back with Mum,
to choose dresses to wear during the wedding.
the heels is 5 inch.
no joke,
i had to hold on to walls to walk.
:/

Guess who!!!!!!!!!!!? :D

okay, i'm going tell myself i can do it!!!!!
and get back to sleep now.
after rounds of GODGAME MJ! :D
toodles!

2009-09-27T19:01:00.000+08:00

I MISS BABY ):

dont know where you go,
and i'm go shopping!
LOL!

Yangyang's wedding in a week!

7 Days challenge!!!!!!
slim downnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ;/

2009-09-21T00:08:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling grumpy :/

Thought i could take a chance to take a break these 2 days.
but well, i failed.
tried to give myself some space, but didn't manage to make full use of it.
spend whole afternoon reading the Newpaper and Straits time yesterday.
LOL, can't believe it!

Baby's phone drop into water, could not really contact him.
well, time really passes slow without him.
think thru the past, felt really painful. wanted to hear baby, but just couldn't............
so when Baby called me just now. I criedddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd :/
maybe it was difficult to be alone, i just have to admit that i cannot be left alone.
keep grumble to baby and make him felt painful. tsktsk.
just gotta say i must grow up!!!!

hais, 3 days without stepping out of my house is really killing me.
how i hope O's could pass even faster.

i wanna go a lot of places. maybe taking a break back in thailand? (:
never make me smile when i think of thailand.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

ang chun kiat, i miss you! ):

2009-09-11T19:06:00.002+08:00

Back from Thailand,
as well as Comex!

went Hatyai on Mon,
long bus ride ):
14 hours of ride!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but it's worth while (:

spend, sleep, shop, eat.
came back on wed,
reached S'pore on Thurs' 5am

then went to meet Baby in the afternoon,
passed him our couple singlet!!! :D

Heheheheheheheheheheheh :D
finally we have one.

tomorrow's our 2 years and 4 months,
<3
hope it will keep counting on.
(:

Went Comex just now with Baby, Regina, Kally, Jeffrey and Lucas.
Not really a lot ppl too,
just walked around and bought nothing.
got a stack of FREE brochures.
LOL.

133 to Amk central and we went DotA (:
i like the tower tower thing,
at least not so diffcult to play
and Baby always scold me during DotA ):
It's just a game lorrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
sore loser ang!!!!!
anyway, baby send me home and i'm here!!!!

tmr will be another mahjong day :D:D
three cheerssssss!

cannot blame, it's the genes!!!!
see the height difference.

i love you baby :D

2009-09-05T16:27:00.001+08:00

Now i feel grumpy.

went down to junction 8 just now for M1's road show,
and pretty difficult deciding which phone i want - JOY phone or LG viewty smart
finally i decided on LG viewty smart!!!!!!!

then they say no stock ):
and my N81 could only trade in till $140
but the sales personnel said it was $180
i blow fire lorhszxszx :@

nevermind, i wait one more day!
YOU WAIT AND SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

and i'm super in love with the new phone,
i'm going to protect it.
treat it with TLC.
hehehehehehhehehehehehehehhee.

i quit Amath tuition alr,
dont want take A math liaooooooooooooooo.

2009-09-03T12:17:00.000+08:00

i'm down wid food poisoning and fever :(

Didn't attend sch today and ytd . Missed my practical and chinese paper 2 :(

Don't think will be returning to sch tmr :( high high high fever :(

Thank you for all tat concern :D

2009-09-01T16:16:00.002+08:00

just blog hopped and found smth really irony,

girls just gave in too much in love. i don't know. every blog i've been it's always about how her dearie/baby/laogong ignore them.

?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
they're together yet being ignore. what the fuck!

i know that no one ever been through how much i've gone through,
you never ever will see your boy with another girl hugging in front of you,
you never ever will experience him leaving you and coming back for you again,
you never ever will sacrifice as much i do for him,
you never ever will feel how much pain i felt.

Love? not that easy.

2009-08-31T15:37:00.002+08:00

Everything's NEW :D

I got scare th moment i entered the house, the house phone kept ringing,
no one answered. The next moment, i saw my Grandma lying on bed. Not moving.

I rushed into the room, and saw her sleeping.

:/ i really got scare. i don't want anyone to leave me, at least for now.

Sijing's back to NY. we promised to meet up again next yr, open a chalet and have tons lots of fun. and probably a hungover :D

Something i feel about friends:

some come and go in life. some don't even treat you as their friends. everything that he do, is for his own benefit. is this really call friends? some entered your life as passer-by, others make a difference in your life. which type of friends do you really wanna be? someone that I would rmb for the rest of my life, or someone that in 10 years down the road when you wave to me, i can't rmb you at all. i just feel that treating people with basic respect is important. not like acting a saint, just be true, at least to the ones you love.

Maybe it's like what Ed said, you don't have to meet them next yr. That's why they show you their true colours. Probably it makes sense. I just don't like to be with people that i don't like.

All right, stop my grumbling!

Today is a Teachers' Day Celebration! AND it's also,

RACHEAL'S BIRTHDAY!
Happy birthday to you my dearest girl! love you.
good luck for your N levels and we'll have fun :B

Mr Peng came back from his re-service! :D
at least i would enjoy my Chinese lesson with him :D
and someone that i can shooooooooooooot :B

Any other day that marks it a day nearer closer to O's.
shrugged. no one would rmb this day right?
so yucky. yucky x29035849345

Baby's at Kenny house for mahjong. And he didn't bring me along!
boo-hoo. DDDD:
i think i'm too over mahjong, and i lost 9 over bucks that day. suay
and Baby's the big winner, $18.80! :/

I think i love boys like girls, their songs are really special and nice :D

I'm in the first shift in th practical this thurs. Suay x398459
have to be quarantine from 9.30 to 1.30
without a phone, or electronic devices. fair? so fair.

i don't knw what's wrong with my phone. cant upload pics ):

2009-08-15T20:03:00.000+08:00

I WILL BE BACK TO BLOGGING SOON,

(:

2009-08-12T19:44:00.000+08:00

i'm currently in mavis tuition ! This is my second session of tuition today :( poor me ! Gotta attend many many tuitionS :(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KW !
You're old another yr , meaning my tv is another yr old . Gotta buy and upgrade to plasma tv . :) i love you kw ! :D

Anyway , it's the 13 tmr :D
HAPPY 2 YEARS 3 MONTHS MY FATTY BABY :)
I will rmb our promise :) i love you forever :D mwahhs !
And tmr will be 'whr got ghost' day :D i wanna watch sooooo much tat i keep laughing when kally told me the ah ma from money not enough 2 finding her bra in this movie . Hahaha :D

Fri will be burnt again , 3 hours of A MATH MOCK EXAM ! :( plus remedials and tuitions .
Sometimes i wonder if it's worth it to study for 10 years just to get one O level cert . Education may not be the best thing to educate a child but it's necessary ! This is life , and too bad life sucks :(

Hmmm , heard abt the koropok story from kw , super scary . It's a hunch back old malay lady , they say she piggy back a puntianak . Super errie and yucky :( she sells koropok and if you don't buy , she do some curse or bad evil thing on you . And next target is AMK :( SUPER YUCK ! D:

i lyk kr's pm ,
You're making me detest you more !
Yeah , it's true .
Many reasons . Many many reasons .

Anyway , i miss baby . Xoxo

2009-07-28T18:03:00.003+08:00

I JUST MISS THIS BOY SUPER MUCH! ):

perhaps th heart breaking stories you've heard much.
but when it just happened to you,
you just feel helpless and sad.

i just can't stop myself thinking abt him.
D:
everyone's trying to make me happy,
i tried to put on my best.
but it just seem so hard for me.
not that i can take it anymore,
i just don't want you to leave me.
again and again.

i remember once the first time i was leaving him,
i didn't knew how sad he was.
now, i understand.
i remember all those nonsense quarrels i started,
i didnt' knew how helpless he felt.
now, i understand.

those distant we're having,
it's just too much.
i'm just now used to not having you around.

i'm just not me when i'm not with you.

tried to salvage, but nothing can de done.
you and i,
same temper,
same thinking,
same stubborn character.

then, who would be the one that gives in first?

why must we always been through this?
heartaches, heartpain, heartbroken.
i didn't know you meant so much to me.
until i lost you.

can you please come back now?
i'll promise to be good.
i'll promise everything that i could.

but you're no longer with me.
i miss you D:

2009-07-05T03:43:00.003+08:00

blogger's being bitch quite some times.
tried to upload some pic but it just DONT allow me!

it's 3.45am now,
and i misssssssssssssssssss my baby a lot ):

i'm waiting for my bro to reach home and open the door for him.
poor me, still got tuition tmrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

ZzZZzZzZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzZZZZZzzzz

anyway, some stuffs keep crossing my mind.
i feel like growing up and forever stay at this moment right now.
contradicting uh?

it's because i don't want to lose all i have!
10 years down the road, will anyone still will be frens tgt?
like, no one will rmb LOSER AU, FATTY SEE, WHITEY KANGRUI, LAME CHUNHENG, etc etc right?
those who get married will get married, those who went overseas will go there and settled down there. those who stand a place in their career will focus on their career?
where would i be?

it's so painful when you see your sec sch frens , and they pass by you forgetting who are youuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
awwwwwwwwwww.

CONSTANCE FEEL SO OLD NOW.
DONT WANT TO GROW ANYMORE.

O LEVEL COMING, FAINT ):

2009-06-26T17:26:00.002+08:00

Reasons why i did not post during holidays:

Guilty Reasons:
- I was too obsess with my Restaurant City.
- I was out 6/7 days.
- I had no good pictures to post.
- I did not manage to meet up with my Pri sch frens for more pictures.
- I am lazy to blog.
- I think i blog like idiot because no one is tagging me!(because i removed tagboard)
- Ang will complain if i talked about other things.
- I want to change the format of my blogging but am lazy.
- I don't spend my time blogging.
- I leave my blog to rot.

Au said this,
if everyone's special, then no one is really special.
thus, no one is special!
LOL.

School is starting in 3 days time!!
meaning, extra lessons, remedial!!!!!!!
i think i will fall into the S-cube category,
if anyone still remember. it is for those who don't study at all!!
meaning, i will stay in school for 348047598754hours per day.

):

i really want to study.................................
but i'm just lazy.
i've got ready my first eng journal when sch reopens,
title: how did i spend my june holis
main point: i play computer games and i go shopping.
LOL, if Miss Karasi is my class eng teacher................
faint @.@

anyway, i fell twice this month while cycling and got myself 2 big blue bum.
WAHLAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
its painful you knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
its BIG AND UGLY.
tsktsk, i dont want to cycleeeeeeeee anymore lahhhhhhh.

the utmost hated sports for me currently:
cycling and swimming,
i almost drown during the ECP day. Ang doesnt want to save meeeeeeee!

Michael Jackson died, O.O
and the charlie angel epi 1 woman died of cancer too.
WHY IS EVERYONE DYINGGGGGGGGGG?

but, the world still spin.
life still goes on.
i'm off to pei my Ang :D

shall blog whennnnnnnnnnn i'm not lazy.

2009-06-14T21:48:00.002+08:00

Picture taken on birthday chalet! :D
I'm lazy to post all, go to my face book! :D

It's also baby boy birthday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!

hope there is no more quarrel ):
me love you!

2009-06-07T22:56:00.002+08:00

50 Little Secrets.

01. Who was your last text from?
Fatty Baby.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
Home, in front of mirror.

03. Your relationship status?
Married! (:

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yeah. Not only one.

05. What is your current mood?
Missing blogging!

06. How many siblings do you have?
One and he's fat.

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Wilfred.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Thailand, i wanna leave there ):

09. Have a crazy side?
Of cus, why won't I? :3

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Nah, unless almost kena hit by car counts.

11. Something you do a lot?
Text & talk & com.

12. Angry at anyone?
Was!

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
His weight. :3

14. When was the last time you cried?
When i quarrel with Baby.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Of cus, if it's worth it.

16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
I'm sleepy..

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
I forget, think home.

18. What is your favorite song?
For now, Ai Tai Tong.

19. What are you doing right now?
Your Mum.

20. Who do you trust right now?
Many. (:

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Mangooooooo :D

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Yup :D

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
LianZhuo!

24. Describe your life in one word?
Beautiful.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
Fatty Baby.

26. What should you be doing right now?
Sleep, if not tmr morning ah ma cor me i cannot wake up.

27. What are you listening to?
Tv sounds.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Baby :D

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Baby! ):

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Yah, i'm always rude and unglam in front of Baby & close friends :D

31. What is your natural hair color?
Black, or maybe Pink :D LOL.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
TV! Tian Cai Chong Chong Chong.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
hmmmmm.

34. What do you hear?
Fan blowing, phone vibrating, TV sounds, keyboard.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
NATURAL CURL LAH! been wanting to straighten it like forever.

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
What's tt?

37. Do you have a best friend?
Quite. A. Lot

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Yeah! Baby's.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Yeah! My face what.

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Nah. Crazyszx.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
79999999% :D

42. Are you currently jealous?
Yeah, Guohao's sleeping with my baby tonight!

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
Couple Ring!

44. What were you doing on friday night?
Mahjong? :D

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Everytime lorhszx. Baby don't want listen to me.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Nope! *wink* i so guai.

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Not really lah.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
could not rmb.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
11plus, too tired liao lah!

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Yeah, going 2 years and still counting on. (:

A quiz to start off!
I'm both excited and double excited about tmr :D
Which is chalettttttttttttt :D:D:D
I miss blogging too!
anyway, i remove the linkages and tagbox. cus nobody tag me! ):

HAPPT BIRTHDAY KALLY CHUA BLACKIE! :D

The-Not-So-Hot-MC-for band concert. (:

2009-05-25T18:01:00.004+08:00

BLOG REOPENED FOR CHALET NOTICES! :D
updated 2June

to all, will be having a chalet to celebrate Alvin and my birthday :D
chalet confirm dates : 8 - 10 June
venue : downtown east chalet (room no. is still with our booker)

8 june will be for Alvin's friend.

9 june is my big day :D
event in the afternoon to be confirm.
will be either WildWildWet / ???
bbq will start fire at abt 6-7 pm. will last till when the food's finished :D

People that are confirmed in my list:
Tzeyen!
Kimberley!
Yining!
Jin!
Nicole!
Racheal
Edwin
Chunheng
Kangrui
Dinghan
JianKeat
Lianzhuo
Bryon
Regina
Kally
ChenFang
Steffi
Puayyen
Wani
LiLi
Shiping
Ethel
HuiQi
Sherlyn
Illene
KwanWei

People that are not confirm in my list:
Beautrice
JianKeat
Desmond
Amira
Yanling
Stephanie

please tell me if you're going in case i forget your name !
cus i think i forget some other ppl's name .

or you can contact me straight at 96793222

(:

Loves!
I'm planning a star cruise tour in the mid nov after our O paper :D
interested please tell me :D:D

2009-05-02T17:19:00.002+08:00

sorry, i cant be the one that you always wanted.

i'm not the one that you shuld share your happiness with,
i'm not the one that you shuld dote on,
i'm not the one that you shuld care and concern about,
i'm just not tat one for you anymore.

so many misunderstandings, it's the cause of our relationship.

i got so much to tell you, so many things which we have not done yet.
if i had the last chance to tell you,
i will tell you how much i love you and i need you but i'm sorry.

))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

2009-05-01T22:56:00.002+08:00

i feel like a happy girl today :D
Because i finally get to see dinghan after his mia in tuition !

went study with my teacher :D hahaha , my math's going to improve tremendously if he continues to teach me :D next session will be on monday , chiong chiong chiong ! teacher told me to work hard now and play later , guess i'll have to really heed the advice . i find tat i've really played too much :( guess i wont be doing well in mid year , :( nvm , long term goal - O levels !

Went to meet dinghan and kangrui at amk mrt station , den we trained down to tpy to take 153 to queensway , ate curry chicken :D nice nice . And then went to look for kr's shirt , he didn't buy ley . then he feel so sad , hahaha ! Den we bus down to lucky plaza , walked to far east and continue 2nd round of shopping . In the end , kr bought his shirt and he felt so happy ! Hahaha . Lyk a little children lo . Den went bugis's new shopping mall for 3rd round of shopping ! The shopping is sooooo big and cold ! Lol . After tat we went to bugis street and bought my shoes lyk finally ! :) then went back bugis junction to a shop , dinghan bought post cards for his sister and went home after tat . :)

I'm a happy girl :D

2009-04-28T23:18:00.002+08:00

to girls out there,
When you want your boyfriend to just accompany you to the bus stop to take a bus to your tuition and your boyfriend give you a stupid excuse saying tat he's not free but the fact tat he's going dota , you just have to admit tat too bad life sucks .

And when you want your boyfriend to know exactly how you feel , cry and we'll win the game .

And if your boyfriend question you tat why should he send you home instead of you sending him home , tell him to go home and asked his mummy to check his birth cert .

When you 2 come to a point tat break up is coming , just let him go . He will return , he knows you're the one tat he loves most and you still love him most . But , again , too bad life sucks .

Yeah , i'm not pin pointing anyone . Just admitting tat too bad life sucks ! Was very angry in the afternoon because you failed to do wad you promise . But after all , i agree to wad rach had told me . Why can't i just be more understanding ?

I'm not perfect , i'm really not . I'm not those girls tat you can just fu yan them and let her go out there all by herself . I need you . Just hope you will understand me , somedays . I'm feeling quite down abt this , hais . Don't know lahhhh .

Lim ding han ! Stop mia-ing ley , reply my sms okays :D

2009-04-27T17:09:00.002+08:00

hello readers ! Here i am posting thru my phone again :D

3 more days to english exams and 8 more days to first big paper , and a math paper is next wed ley ! Don't think i can make it le :( bye bye a math . And i'm freaking addicted with restaurant city ! :) anyone got rice or pasta pls trade with me :( hmmm , i think i ROCK :) okays , crap . Bye :)

2009-04-25T13:48:00.004+08:00

i'm blogging thru my phone :D
been very busy and tired nowadays. The stupid weather is going to continue for another 6 more days :(

I realise something very important, 10 more days to mid year exams only. Cries. :( i think i'm going to flunk the exams and now i'm still doing nothing to improve it. Hahaha. I don't know lahhhh :(

Went ch house yesterday for mahjong session, together with, kr, des, jk, alvin, lz, steffi, edwin. Mahjong and i cooked maggi for everyone ley :D proud okays , i'm a zun wifey . hahaha . hmmm , skipped tuition and stayed there to mahjong with a new friend , alicia . She's very cute :B another bee wen . hahaha . Stayed till 10 and went home with alvin .

Went school today and skipped tuition extra lessons again , i feel tat i'm bad . Hahaha , left one hour to tuition only :( bo hua to go there ley . Hmmm , den went popular with kr , ch , lz and jk . Waited for popular t open . Lol . And then went to give someone a suprise :D

I'm starving now , hunting for food !!

Someone don't let me play computer game but he can go mahjong !! Irritating !! Zzz .

2009-04-17T19:00:00.002+08:00

I don't know what period now is,
everyone's being so PMS/mood swing/restless.

just being straightforward,
it's not that we don't want to pay attention in class,
when we response, you said we're wrong.
when we keep quiet, you want response.
when we ask you to re-teach, you said we should do our own revision.
==
just don't like it this way lorhszx.
if you got no interest, might as well quit your job? :|
and, how do you concentrate 2hours of the same lessons?
if it's TUITION class, maybe we do. because you already say it's TUITION,
but it's SCHOOL classes. ohmygod. just can't straighten the educational system ==

hope Alicia & Jieting are okays, :D
cherish one another, you guys still got a long way to go :D

went to watch show at level 3 today, A pulled me to watch.
LOL. in the end, nothing happened. just some quarreling and teachers all came up.
then went to slack with A. his mum ask me don't get fed by him until feifei. ):
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

i miss Mr. J.Ong maths class ):
my maths is getting bad to worse and worsen! ):
cries.

and Bhareth went to Melbourne already ):
i think Kim develop a photo for me,
i miss this stupid black indian :D
din't went off to send him, heard that many ppl cried. ):

anyway, please tag my tagboard! it's dying.
loves.

things to do within this week,
- Regina Girlf birthday celebration,
- tuition, sat&sun
- meet up with girlf!! (MUST)
- stop the moodswing stuff :/
- catch up with people :D:D:D

okays, i love CONSTANCE :D
Illene, Sherlyn and Chenfang. :D
they know why :D:D:D

2009-04-11T17:42:00.002+08:00

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, WangZiS outing went smoothly :D
Kangrui, Edwin, Dinghao, Bryon, Chunheng, JianKeat and Desmond :D

Met with Dinghan, Des and Jiankeat at amk mrt first,
den we trained down to khatib to meet the rest.
And then took the same train to jurong, and then changed the green line to boon lay :D
the journey was all right, not as expected THAT long. (:

Went to buy tickets for- CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLICS
the rest went for their lunch while me and ed queue for the tickets.
shopped around, and then went in for the movie.
not as what i expected, i thought it could be more of how she usually shops.
jin will be lending me the storybook :D i hope i've time to complete reading it. :D

after movie, Bryon, Chunheng, Desmond and Jiankeat left.
leaving the rest of us, not knowing what to do.
decided to trained down to cityhall, and then went marina sq for cafe cartel!
my leg was aching like hell. ): and kena say by dh again. :/
nice h2h and crapping dinner with them :D
after that went home and they went somewhere else.
LOL.

i got the urge to miss you, and tell you.
hais :/

constance's is a dilemma. :/

2009-04-09T18:40:00.004+08:00

This is what i've been playing in class this few days,
being a queen is sucha nice feeling :D

click for larger image~

Still not clear? I will explain! :D
Lianzhuo's my king= baobei/husband.
Kangrui's our child= XiaoZhang-kangrui
We're the royalties, of course we deserve some services!
Edwin's the imperial chef= that will cook for my family.
Jiankeat's XiaoZhang tutor, cus he dont have money. so i hired him :D
Chunheng's my son's maid too :D
Jin will entertain my son :D and Simhongyi is my son's hunting pastime.
this is the china kingdom.

the nigerian kingdom,
kally's the princess of nigerian, bryon's the flirting husband that have 90000000000 of wifes.
illene's one of them tt went insane. and then kangrui's bryon's 2nd wife. chunheng's the 3rd.
ronglie's the son of bryon and kangrui, and chunheng drop the baby while the baby's being born.
LOL, quite confused. but nvm, shall add more ppl to the kingdom :D hehehe.

Anw, LIM CHUN HENG scared me today.
you knw why? because he saw my post on the thanking ppl ones, and i forgotten abt him :X
so now he DEMAND from me to post in my blog. so i shall be nice :D

LIMCHUNHENG~ i love you a lot a lot a lot. thanks for always being there for me! i really appreciate all those h2h talks with you. and how you really tried your jokes to make me feel better when i'm feeling grey. altho i always bully you, but you're still the best in my heart :D
we shall pass our Amaths together this time round okays? don't worry, i will own you one! hehehe. much much loves and thanks :D xoxo

okays, i think i really love the bunch of boyfriends i have! :D and i seriously think they deserve the title of good boyfriends :D i can tell them anything and they never failed to make me happy :D i cant imagine if i'm not in 407. i would miss all these fun and frens for life.
and not to forget, the bunch of girlfriend supporting me always, altho we never meet up recently, but i know when things happen, i still can count on them, forever and always. i really thank god for all the wonderful friends i know. (:
(please cry :D:D:D)

okays, overdue april's fool pic ~

and this is KPO mr peng ;D
but i still admire him a lot, he always care abt me and his relationship thingy.
and never failed to suan me with LVs, Gucci and other branded stuff. tsktsk.
i think i will regret for not going 407 once again.

aft chinese remedial today, planned to go to kangrui's hse but in the end didn't.
so just slack at them at 853 bus stop till their bus came.
talked abt CLOTHINGs to wear tmr.
I DONT WANT TO WEAR FBT, JACKET AND T-SHIRT!!
so UNGLAM, right dinghan? :D

so i'm just looking forward to tmr :D
and i got 2 girls to meet next week, Racheal and Yining :D
gonna have a h2h lunchtalk with them, :D
i miss you girls :D

the worst thing i think in couples is tt once they end their relationship,
they start to hate each other, they stop contacting.
this is terrible! ):
not implying to myself. but this is so true.

2009-04-08T19:06:00.002+08:00

I think it's pretty not fair right now.
Many many couples that i thought could last don't turn out to last,
and many turns out t be otherwise.
I think i brought the 'suay' thingy t everyone lorhszx.
After my broke up, so many other couple just suddenly, poof~
Become nothing, just within that few minutes.

Did you guys really thought of the happy moments that you were together?
Did you guys really don't love each other?
Did you just said break up for the sake of breaking up?
Did you remember your promises t one another?
Did you just wanted face in front of your frens?
Where was th forever you'd talked?

I think it's super unfair to girls if you just said you don't wish t have a stead right now.
This is a urber fucking bitchy reason t break up.
I swear i'm fucking piss out with _,
Girlfriend Labbit knows why! (:
But still, you're love by me always, okays? hehehe.

i'm so in the prom mood :D
but i still hope there is only ONE prom.
so many conflicts abt prom night, tsktsk.
i'll just stick to my prom queen post :D hehehe.

Slack with chunheng and edwin see char siew aft eng oral clinic.
talked a lot, memories ~
tsktsk. shall not think so much! wangziS dating on friday, weeeees.

homed abt 6plus.
(:

2009-04-06T17:44:00.004+08:00

All right, i shall come back blogging for my loyal fans:
EDWIN SEE DONG SHENG!
he asked me t blog, times and times and again and again~
just that i got a sore, and sorer throat liao )))):

mrs gan got new hairstyle!! :D
shall try t take a pic of her :D

meanwhile, i'm packed with work this wk,
tmr, phy remedial
wed, eng oral clinice,
thurs, chinese compo class,
fri, IMM OUTING WITH WANGZIS :D

i just pray and hope you won't come back anymore.
although i will miss you, but that doesn't help me more.

2009-04-02T18:38:00.002+08:00

Just wanna say that I'm disappointed and upset.
Not much to update, back to old life.

Everyday just spend with tears and consolation,
what the fuck is this. Constance you must move on!!

And really thanks to those that care, especially:
Jin - Although i didn't really tell you much, i know you're always here supporting me <3
Regina - For accompanying thru every morning, thanks girl. i appreciate it a lot!
Edwin See - Thanks, you know what i mean (:
Monster & Dinghan - Thanks guys, for peiing me thru time when i needed someone to talk to! (:

And the rest,
Kangrui, Chenfang, Bryon, Nicole, Kimberley, TzeYen, Beautrice, LianZhuo, Jiankeat, Racheal, classmates and friends from 407, Kwanwei, Sherlyn, Illene, Steffi.
( sorry if i have not name you, but you're still important. )

Wont be updating for long, just don't wish to come into the cyber world. -lols.

2009-03-31T21:24:00.002+08:00

Dear Stranger,

If tears are prizes of your victory, congratulations! you've won the competition.
If you're trying and wrecking your brains to make me feel jealous and bad,
congratulations again, you've won. You won me, so what it feels like to see me feel bad?
I really don't know what the fucking problem with you, you're just your father. exactly the same, photocopied. You keep saying he's not good towards the family, but are you? What fucking reasons you got there to prove, you got none. I feel like the whole one and half year with you is just a waste of my time. Once bitten, twice shy. I choose to trust and believe you, my dear boy. How many chances do you think that you have? Countless. Countless. How many times do your friends have to remind you that you're very lucky that you've found a girl that really cared for you? This shits happened how many times, i was too soft hearted. Everything that you've told me was a lie after another, i feel very cheated and useless. I hate to see you walk in front of me, walk pass my class. I hate to see you use your eyes and look at me like i'm some sort of beggar begging for your love. I was, once. But not now. I hate to see you, now and forever. I'm gonna treat you just like a pathetic, useless guy doing nothing but cheating on other girls feeling. Go ahead and try, I curse and swear that all your following girlfriends, together with you, are not going to live happily ever after. I'm cursing your future, how much you'll suffer. I'd loved to see your face cried in front of me, now I'm using this pathetic look that I learnt from you towards you. I swear the last thing I ever want to say to you is I love you again. You don't know what is love and i'm letting my love waste on a useless bum. All I can say is you're pathetic and you earn the hatred in my heart. Congratulation, you won this place in my heart. I'm not letting anything about you to affect me.

I don't like the feeling of this and I swear I'm going to return you twice of your fucking attitude towards me.

Go ahead and read this, friends of him please tell him, photocopied out this whole page and show it to him. God swear, I feeling like slapping him. Don't think I'm being a bad-ex, I won't interfere other people's life unless they come interfere with mine.

And to KwanWei, stop feeling guilty or whatever. It's not worth it. Our friendship will still remain the same and forever will be. I'm not lying to make you feel better, you know me. I say things out that I don't like. Right?

2009-03-29T19:15:00.001+08:00

i'm soooooooo tempted to go genting with TJR (x10348907549785265689)

):
but he's leaving on 9 april.
which is a school day! )))))))):

i need a break. ):

2009-03-28T14:20:00.004+08:00

Did i ever mention,
i'm back to my primary school life?
i played ice&melt during PE,
played block catching/catching after school,
and played the eraser war thingy,
who ever wins the eraser got the country/pokemon eraser.
i sure i'm back to primary school life,
but who cares! i'm loving it. (:

Slack aft school with the guys,
after that went Edwin's house(Sumo House) with them.
saw Regi & Guohao otw,
they told me smth that i kept thinking for a day.
why his refusal to tell them the reason we broke up?
cant seem to understand, texted him. but the answer wasn't smth i wished he would reply.
got over it for awhile,
homed and accompanied mummy to jeanyip for her hair cut.
she's a hip MUM now.
i love her haircut! and the manager of jeanyip asked me to join their school.
i mean, to cut hair.
i wished :D
and if any customers that i didn't like, i just have to take the scissors and cut a hole in his hair,
and, 'opps, so sorry, i cut a hole. it's purposely *grins*'

and it's mummy's birthday today,
just waiting happily for her to come home from work,
and bring me go shopping! (:

Went school today,
played the game of 'Cash Flow'
something from, rich dad, poor dad book.
it's super funnnnnnnnn.
i bet i own you! :D
i don't know why i keep using own you,
probably got influenced!
still have 2 games session going on,
anyone that's interested can join,
it's addictive! :D

i own this guy a lot in ice&melt,
and he's now complaining that i didn't own him
AH-HA!

while slacking at 422 opposite.

constance's overdose!

anyway, please tag with your links,
i lost all links T^T
i try to search for all links as much as i can.

i need a hug.

2009-03-26T18:06:00.002+08:00

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

Sucks _|_

Anyway, i'm just back home from a ice&melt catching with the guys.
LOL, i swear i OWN them! (:
life busy, update on sat aft shopping time with the guys!!! (:

2009-03-23T18:12:00.003+08:00

I've got sooooooo much to update but i really got no time and i'm super lazyyyy :x

shall summarize for the ECP day:
Bryon Fell Down While Looking At Alvin Ang.
He's being quite bitchy lah! :D
cycled all the way till after the harbor,
not like the usual, till the sec2 camp.
brings back wonderful memories (:

anyway, i wanna celebrate my 16th birthday there.
if possible, i want baby to plan this whole surprise but i know it wont work with his kind of 'romance', he probably just 'OH, dont wan lea.'
stupid boyfriend i have. :/

see his LJ face!

Chenfang& Steffi (:

Anyway, i bought this cake home and celebrated with my March babies!

School Reopened-

I actually got used to school day today!
long hours of lessons and pre-standard deviation and graphs test,
i don't know how to do at all! :/
practically leaving th whole paper BLANK! :O
aft school was an enrichment course by Mrs Yap,
i forget her name, i find it quite useful,
but she talked very fast, very hard to catch the ball! :O
the whole thing ended about 5+,
Kim, Tzy, Beau walked to 422 with me to buy flour for baking.

I seriously DISLIKE AND ABHOR Alvin Ang for not replying my message!
so i'm returning him double now,
i don't want to reply his message!! :@
he's always putting his BROTHERS in front of me,
and that sucks! -.- :@:@
tell me lah, got which boyf like that one!!
i feel like i'm in a casino,
you do, i follow, 100k.
LOL, anyway, i'm angry with him!!
:@

things to be happy right now,
strike 4D yesterday, - $125
buying contact lenses tmr !! - either red/blue/purple
depends (:
but i'm sooooooo going to buy myself contact lenses! weeeees. ^^

and Mavis jiayou later on!
i support you ley (:

Tzeyen [: yay ! u changed yr skin , for me ? HAHA , love love love u ! ;DDDDDD

Yeah, see i'm so good leh! (: love you toooooo! ♥

osim: hello!!!!!!!!hahas.. see u soon =D

Loves! :B
Nicole: hahahaha tzeyen is being so.... tzeyen.

Yeah, whut to do, she's being very old people :X

Tzeyen [: I HATE YR SKIN ! click click click click click click click click ...

0.0
Nicole: eh i miss you too loveee! (:

Why did you delete your blog? ):

♥, SHERLYN: Blog about the Class outingggg! <3

Okays, blogged! Not even class outing luh! ):

osim: corner!! hello.. hahas..

i dont want to be corner! Loves!
biying: LOVE YOUUUUUU ! and nice pict of alvin . HAHA

Hahahaha! Love you too! ^^

Tzeyen [: haha handsome ...Mmmmm

I'm pretty! (:
Nicole: woiiii dont angryyy! ):

Never angry never angry! (:

r0x: LALALA dun angry!

I LOST ALL LINKS! ):
PLEASE TAG ME BACK,
THANKS! (:
and please tag meeeeeeeee ):

2009-03-20T13:32:00.001+08:00

Before i start to realize, holidays are ending already.
which means school starting in another 2 more days,
how sad! ): ): ):
I haven enjoyed my holidays ):

I'm lazy to blog,
tuition later on,
zzzzzzzzzz

i miss baby :o

2009-03-16T18:40:00.003+08:00

I'm looking forward to tmr's ECP trip!
just praying hard that it doesn't rain tmr ):
another day that will be spend at the beach, much love!

I'm also supposingly to be in Mediacorp now to watch CSS,
but turn out i'm here blogging!
LOL, 4 tickets left untouched and unused, so wasted.
anyway, MAVIS! I STILL SUPPORT YOU!
:D

Sometimes, i really admire the way my parents are bringing me up.
they left me with a lot of choices that i have to make myself,
regardless in studies or love life.
and i also admire the way the tio toto right now. LOL.
it's super hilarious.

Went school for remedialS, seem like school days. Hmmm.
after that went to meet my Baby till 5plus then reached home.
had super funny conversations in his house with his er jie, er jie's boyf, dajie and mother.

i scratched baby till he bleed and he turn to his er jie's boyf,
A: my sis got scratch you until bleed?
B: no lah, only blueblack only.
LOL, super cute boyfS.

all right, i shall take lots of pic tmr!
and i maybe closing down this blog/ private it.
depends, my 'secret' is getting out of the bag.
mum just kinda found out i'm back with Baby.
tsktsk, i'm so sad. i just deny it ):
Mummies news spread fast ):
( i mean like your mum know me and my mum and then tada! complained, then back home, i kena scolding and then denying this this suckS!)

do you know smoking increases early paralysed?

LOL.

2009-03-13T20:13:00.000+08:00

I'M SUPER ANGRY NOW.

it's not hard to pretend someone that you aren't. isn't what you are doing right now?

2009-03-12T18:34:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUNHENG dearest! (:
hope you enjoy our surpriseeeeee!
all the best to you in O's okays?
<3

school was boring and long hours :/
got back progress report during VE,
failed a math and e math. :///
L1R4 - 23
L1R5 - 32
LOL.

anyway, celebrated hengheng birthday with a surprise!

campus superstar day. (:

2009-03-08T22:12:00.002+08:00

I got from KwanWei's blog,

From the movie:

Don’t get tricked into asking him out. If he likes you, he’ll do the asking

If you can find him, then he can find you. If he wants to find you, he will.

A man who wants to make a relationship work will move mountains to keep the woman he loves. If he's not calling you to tell you he loves you and wants you back,

It should only be because he's showing up at your new residence to do it in person…

If he's not doing any of that, he may love you, he may miss you,

But ultimately he's just not that into you.

Stop taking his calls and let him know what it's like to live without you

Sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't,

The ones who will stay and the ones who will leave.

& maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy,

Maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over,

Freeing yourself up for something better in the future.

Maybe the happy ending is just moving on.

Or maybe the happy ending is this:

Knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts,

Through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment...

You never gave up hope.

anyway, i find this super true! how is your life without your love ones,
don't you ever miss her? how many times you have to lose her before you know what you really want? sometimes what you really want, is not what you want.

i'm not talking about him in particular, in general.

i'm so sick of this lehszx,

campus superstar tmr ^^ *winks.

2009-03-08T01:02:00.002+08:00

Had so much fun with the 3 wangziS today! (:
but i'm not th palace maid man! i'm one of the princess,
muahahaha, (inside jokes)
met with ChunHeng at amk mrt, then Kangrui and Bryon came.
these 3 wangziS wore formal, cus they tot i'm going to wear very very formal.
LOL, in the end, i wore only a doll dress and mango tee.

trained down to orchard, went lucky plaza for kr's recommendation- chicken rice.
waited long for the seats, but it's worth it! (:
super delicious, muahahaha.
walked around, then it rained..
so we went paragoon for Gucci, and those branded stuffs.
$ really makes the world goes round, i want to be fuck rich!!!
aft those branded thingys, went over to HMV to look for dickies and jansport bags,
went around for bags hunting.. finallly Bryon and Chunheng wanted a flesh imp one,
so we decide to go to oilo dome to return my oilo uniform, and went hunting for my daddy's bdae present, found nothing, so we trained down to bugis to find flesh imp shops,
and i got tempted to buy a chiochiochio bag, so i DID bought w bry&ch.
hehehehehe, kr got tempted to buy a 99$ b@pe shirt or smth like tt, took him very long to consider, super funnyyyyyy. LOL. and then we trained down to city hall, went top shop, perlini sliver and many more places, walked half of th singaporeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. LOL. reached home at 9.

i love them a lot :B lazy to elaborate.

but prom's cominggggggggggggg,
kr say he bringing me to prom leh, (HL a bit! (:)
okays lah, me want go sleep liaoszxszx.

while playing baibai's pants. LOL.

2009-03-05T17:41:00.002+08:00

You have been tagged! Write names of 21 people and answer the questions. After doing this, tag 20 friends to do the same:

List 21 random people:

1. Jin
2. Kimberley
3. Beautrice
4. Tzeyen
5. Roxanne
6. Nicole
7.Alvin
8. Bryon
9. Edwin
10. Kangrui
11. Dinghan
12. Regina
13. Kwanwei
14. Steffi
15. Chenfang
16. Racheal
17. Linmin
18. Sherlyn
19. Illene
20. Lianzhuo
21. Jiankeat

*How did you meet 7?
Alvin } Deyi.

*What would you do if you had never met 15?
Chenfang } i would not be so lame.

*What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
Jin & LianZhuo } hahahahaha. not bad ley.

*Have you ever seen 17 cry?
Linmin } yeah.

*Would 3 and 6 make a good couple?
Beau & Nic } ahhhhhhha, not really :x both belong to meeeee!

*Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
Tzeyen & Rach } noooooo, rach will lame to death! hahaha.

*Describe 19:
Illene } like to laugh.

*Do you like 17?
Linmin } love her to death!

*Do you think 21 is attractive?
JianKeat } No, the maths freak. :x

*What is 5’s favorite color?
Rox } Pink Or blue ?

*When was the last time you talked to 9?
Edwin } during lessons time.

*What language does 11 speak?
Dinghan } english onlyyyyy.

*Who is 13 going out with?
KwanWei } IJJPSK.

*What year is 16 born in?
Racheal } 1993

*What is 14’s favorite music?
Steffi } i don't know. probably hi-5 music or wad. LOL.

*Would you ever date 7?
Alvin } Been there, done that.

*Would you ever date 3?
Beautrice } Yes, she's my wifey.

*Where does 18 live?
Sher } Serangoon.

*What is the best thing about 4?
TzeYen } She's very cheerful and lameeeee.

*What would you like to tell 10 right now?
KangRui } Tofu tofu!

*What is the best thing about 20?
LiangZhuo } Chi-na.

*Have you ever kissed 1?
Jin } yeah, play play one lah. ;x

*What’s the best memory you have of 9?
Edwin } HE'S FATT.

*When’s the next time you’re going to see 4?
TzeYen } when im going jurong bird park.

*Is 2 pretty?
Kimberley } of cus she is.

*What was your first impression of 15?
ChenFang } Reddddd apple.

*How did you meet 3?
Beau } Deyi too.

*Is 5 your best friend?
Rox } of cus!

*Have you seen 18 in the last month?
Sherlyn } yeah, today!!

*When was the last time you saw 16?
Racheal } aft sch dismissal.

*Have you been to 21’s house?
JianKeat } no, no $ de hse ;x

*When’s the next time you’ll see 10?
Kangrui } tmr or tonight if mummy cook tofu.

*Are you really close to 6?
Nicole } yeah. (:

*Have you been to the movies with 4?
Tzeyen } yeah! super irritated by me ;x

*Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
Bryon } fighting everyday.

*What did 12 write on your wall?
Regina } Nope.

*Would you give 19 a hug?
Illene } Yeah, small eye pea.

*When have you lied to 13 ?
KwanWei } Idk ?

*Do you know a secret about 11?
Dinghan } Shuld be , i don't know . he's alien .

*Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
Regina & Sherlyn } Rabbit and Mushroom, hmmmm.

*Has 1 met your mother?
Jin } Yes, many times. LOL.

100 truths, tag at least 10 people to do the same. Don't forget to tag!

Last beverage → Pink Dolphin
Last phone call → Jin
Last text message → Dinghan
Last song you listened to → i want to make love right now (?)
Last time you cried → not long.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → yeah.
Been cheated on → kinda.
Kissed someone & regretted it → yeah.
Lost someone special → yeah.

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → yeah.
Laughed until you cried → not so much lah, laugh till cant breathe.
Met someone who changed your life → hmmm, maybe?
Found out someone was talking about you → everyone's talking abt me! (:

How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → all of them.
How many kids do you want to have → 2 or 3 or football team if my hubby's rich. ^^
Do you have any pets → no. lazy. and they are smelly.
Do you want to change your name → Not really, Constance sound perfect ^^

What time did you wake up today → 6.30
What were you doing at midnight last night → sleeping/texting
Name something you cannot wait for → tmr's tournament.
Last time you saw your father → 1 sec ago.
What's one thing you wish you could change → all my girlfs to go out tgt as one.
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → nnnno.

What's getting on your nerves right now → nothing?
What's your real name → CONSTANCE
Elementary/Primary School → Tvps
Middle/Secondary School → Deyi.
High School → Ngee ann poly ;b
Hair color → Black
Long or short → Short
Are you a health freak → Noooooo.
Righty or lefty → Lefty
FIRSTS :
First surgery → no such things.
First piercing → 2 yr old, painnnnn.
First best friend → Jingwen & Yiyue (K1 & 2)
First sport you joined → badminton.
First pet → tortise?
First vacation → thailand.

CURRENTLY :
Eating → nth.
Drinking → nth.
Waiting → message.

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → YES!
Want to get married?→ On my 16th bdae.
Careers in mind? → My hubby's perfect wife. Pilot.

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → no.
Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol → yeah, half-drunk.
Lost glasses/contacts → no.
Ran away from home → no.
Broken someone's heart → idk.
Been arrested → no.
Cried when someone died → yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → definitely.
Miracles → sure.
Love at first sight → of cus!
Heaven → yeah.
Santa Claus → No. but used to.
Kiss on the first date → Sounds okays.
Angels → Yeah.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Quite.
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → No.
Do you believe in God? → Yeah.

me okays, me miss you, me want go watch campus superstar, me want go bathe, me want go sleep, me want do homework, me love you.

2009-03-04T14:38:00.002+08:00

I'm very easily frustrated and easily irritated this few days.
Ended up quarreling with Alvin for 3 days in a row.

Why do people have to always wait till they lost something then they'll start to realize. And why do everything start to disappear when you needed them. What you left is nothing but just standing alone right here, doing things alone. And what's the use of saying sorry when you don't mean it at all. If this thing is going to end, i'm going fucking end it myself and stop this whole shit. I'm always so pissed by you. Knnbccb. Play lah, play all you can okays. I am fucking angry and yet you still continue playing. Fucking hell. Where are all those fucking promises you made, i don't want to hear a fucking shit about you anymore. I AM NOT GOING FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOU.

I swear this isn't PMS, this shit had been around for the past few days.
I'm fucking irritated by all this shit.

fuckers! _|_

And i start to realize, you're not that important to me afterall.

2009-02-26T18:54:00.002+08:00

Do you know there's a Macdonald's Uni in the USA?
don't believe me,

http://www.mcdonalds.com/corp/career/hamburger_university.html

super funny lah, but those who die die want to work in mac,
can go work there right?
LOL.

i also want this phone!

nice ley,
i like a lotttttttttttttttttttttttt.
maybe aft O, i will work hard and buy myself this xmas present!

tmr will be a tiring day,
but also quite fun bah.

baby's going sentosa, don't think i'm bringing my phone tmr.
LOL,
miss baby.

2009-02-25T18:14:00.001+08:00

Scare myself by thinking that my facebook account kena hack!!
but luckily monster to the rescue!
he asked me to change my pw, then it works! hahahah ;D

camp today was urber fun,
and meaningful too, at least i learnt things,
coach elgin and coach taj! (:

tmr's another session and aft that we have a movie session!
weee weee.

i miss my baby.
xoxo

2009-02-23T17:22:00.002+08:00

School's preeeety fine, luckily i still have my daily entertainers!
We made plan for this coming camp week,
friday will be having a badminton session with the gymgym guys,
and then saturday will be a outing(for some), like finally.
i missed going out with, joce, ch, alyssa, bryon, ed, kr, lz and many many else!
looking forward to wednesday,
and girlf, shall we watch 'he's just so not into you', looks preeeeeety all right!
shall we? *winks

some inside jokes i'm gonna share, for you info.
can you challenge deyians to drink a 5 storey high water cooler,
lolszsxzz.

And not to forget Bryon Au, who might be joining our tuition tmr! weees, can't imagine the 2 AuS tgt.

And lovely beau, she wants to marry me if i study hard, LOL.

Thank you Jiankeat for accompanying me to walk to 500+, you will be fine all right? (;

and missing girlfriends now, ):

2009-02-22T21:21:00.002+08:00

Constance is not looking forward for school tomorrow.
I don't want to face AACK that 'i-know-you-but-i-don't-want-say-hello-face'.
Super shag & sian.

I had never learnt to let go,
not until now...

Tsktsk.
God is fair, you can only have 1 good thing at a time.

Miss, Love AACK.

2009-02-21T21:49:00.003+08:00

The answer is... you are 13% fat!

You are way too skinny. You got a low score. Go gain some weight! Like... 100 lbs! Here is an official diagnosis: Anorexia nervosa (also referred to simply as anorexia) is a condition characterized by significant weight loss due to an intentional attempt to restrict eating. While the word anorexia is Greek for "without hunger," it is a misnomer, for when you have anorexia you can actually be painfully hungry, despite your denial of food. You just won't admit the hunger. One percent of teenage girls in the US develop anorexia and 10% of them may die as a result. Anorexia is also known to affect males. For more information, see our page on Eating Concerns and Men. A formal diagnosis of anorexia is made when you:

* Are at least 15% below what would be considered a normal body weight (for your height and age)
* Are still dieting to lose more weight, and you are unwilling or unable to stop
* When, you, if you are a female, have stopped menstruating for three consecutive months
* When there is a distortion in how you perceive your shape and size
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* You have an intense fear of being "fat"

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The Jokester
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MY BOYFRIEND AR?...
HAHAHAHA.

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NOT REALLY.
BUT ANYWAY,
i'm bored.

i have stared for the computer for 3/4 hours doing nothing,
the whole computer is super lag and i can't help it but do quizzzz.

met with AACK today and went gsc with peiqi and guohao.
played dota and cs but AACK is super annoying!
keep scolding me, wahlao.
i'm new player lorhszx.

homed myself as he went l4d with them.

and then, i'm so tired.
going tuition tmr and go queensway with jocelyn and steffi, for class jacket.
HAHAHA.

i saw a girl blog and she keep saying she watched porn.
shall share with you all another time!
(:

2009-02-19T18:37:00.002+08:00

Thanks everyone for the concern!
i feel all right now,
things are getting better! (:

Went gym after school with the guys,
i was slacking after climbing 20 stairs,
super tiring one okays!
then slack around see them do their weights,
after that kangrui, chunheng and i went for our run.
super tiring, but i enjoyed our h2h talk.

trained back to amk with chunheng and bryon.

love all, xoxo.

2009-02-14T12:06:00.002+08:00

that one person that i do, truly, treasure much.
tho there's always ups and downs in our relationship,
both of us will get on with our life.
and then, the same cycle repeat again.
we break, we patch & make up.

i remember how you spend my fifth teen birthday with me,
how you surprise me with a small little birthday cake,
i remember we went to fantasies with your friends,
how you got drunk by drinking so many tiger beer,
can't hold your liquor but kept drinking,
still wanna send me home, but i refused.
i remember once, when we quarreled at 422 car park,
how tight you held my hand.
once i quarreled with you while taking 135 homed,
i crossed the road without looking at the cars,
how you held me back with angered eyes,
you told me to look out for cars and must take care of myself.
i did not.
another time, when we spend our night at chalet,
we count airplanes, we wanted to watch sunrise but could not wake up.
the first time i smoke without you knowing,
how much you hated that and you started scolding me.
i know you care.
those times that you used to fetch me here and there from school, tuition, cca.
how i tricked you into believing me that i won't spend you birthday with you,
but in the end, i surprise you with Regina with your birthday cake and everyone that ton at your house.
i watched you changed/grow overtime,
how much you put in those effort in basketball,
and every time when i asked you about who is more important in your life,
basketball or me.
you put both of us inside the category that both are important,
of course i believe you silly.

now i just remember ,
you left me,
you don't call me baby anymore,
you won't care about me,
you're all out on your own.

i also know that, you still love me.
just that ..
too many things that happened,
dear boy, meant to be, meant to be.
i believe we'll meet again in our life.
i love you.

another special one that i would like to thank,
K
the one that wouldn't let me buy a packet of cigarette.
the one that will accompany me when i'm down.
you're special towards me.

and of course, the girlfriends/friends/dearest of mine,
Jin, Kimberley, Nicole, TzeYen, Roxanne, Beautrice,
Regina, Guohao, Racheal, Kenny, Edwin, KangRui, Bryon, ChunHeng,
ChenFang, Steffi, KwanWei, Sherlyn, Linmin

(sorry if i left out your name!)

thank you for all these patience moments with me,
all your concerns and care.
i won't forget.

MIA

MIA for the time being.
trying the easiest way out of love.

2009-02-08T21:59:00.002+08:00

it's the not-so-smooth period in life now,

so many many questions in my mind,
i wanna ask, but i don't dare.

why do you keep saying that you're THAT kind of person when you weren't.
you said you don't like to stick with girlf,
but how come that wasn't the case 2 months before?
you said you don't know how to treat me good,
but how come that wasn't the case 2 months before?
you said you wanted to be nice to me,
but how come you still blow hot & cold towards me?

was i THAT stupid to patch with you?

god damn it. i'm fucking fed up now.
i don't know what to do, how can i do, to save this relationship.
ending it? or holding it back?
i'm very very very very very xin ku.
why am i the one that's crying every night w/o anyone knowing?
you friends told me that you are like that,
or perhaps you are LIKE that when you're with them.

WHY? can you please tell me!!

): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

2009-02-07T20:52:00.002+08:00

Let's turn the clock back to, 2 years before.

all these days along, we have been so happy,
quarreled, laughed, played, cried, .. etc.
how much i cherish my times with you,
although we break so many times,
every time when it comes to break,
I'll be the one who is so devastated.
I'll be so lost, so hurt, and i don't know who to turn to.
i know you will come back every time you leave me.
but that doesn't ease the pain.
and every time you ask for patch,
i won't hesitate to think twice. because i trust and believe you have always change,
but things really don't turn out to be like that.

i dont want to cont' anymore.

i love you very much Alvin.
........

2009-02-07T10:56:00.002+08:00

happy belated birthday C.TZEYEN!
hope you enjoy the day with us,
and i love you always! good luck for you O's this year.
let's work hard tgt! xoxo [BEST FRIEND]

Friday}
after school, went home, prepared and brought all soccer stuffs and met jin, kim, tzeyen, roxanne and nicole at AMKhub, then jennifer came. they bought tickets for bejamin buttons, the movie is all right, but i only watched for 1 hour then left for friendly, ):
friendly was against yishun, but we lost! some misunderstanding happen, but i didn't really know. LOL. then went home, ate dinner and went tuition. super busy lah! haiyo.

anw, will be meeting baby & lucas to go woodlands to fix stupid n73.
love baby~

TJR super kewl lah.
LOL.

2009-02-05T15:56:00.003+08:00

Before i lost all my interest in blogging, i shall update NOW.
Been slacking the whole week, even tests i also didn't study.
Monday, after school went to baby's house with him. And then home.
Tuesday, house of the bones day! (: (inside joke) and tuition in the night.
Wednesday, went roam around AMK hub together with Jin, Kim, Tzy & Beau for Tzy's birthday present, we thought of giving her a Nokia 6500, but her Mum didn't allow her to buy(?)
Anyway, we are giving her a BIG angpao! Good right, birthday during CNY. everyone with many many pocket$. Haha. After that went to Kenny's house to see them play mahjong.. Pretty bored lah! Stupid baby don't want let me play, left around 5plus and baby pay $ let me cabbed home. Reach home and super angry with him for playing Life 4 Dead, stupid sial. Kill so many ZomBiesZx, go be a medium lah! zZz. Anyway, slept early but baby apologise to me. So, forgive you lah!

Today, went to have MacValue lunch @ chongboon Mac,
super saving okays! Hahaha! I'm rushing all of them to hurry because MacValue going to be overrrrrrr! :X Went hub to collect Baby and my new ring with him, and home after that.
My ring is nice de lorhszx! Heheheszx.

Mother is always Mother.
Nagging at me right now, and she doesn't believe that i DID not cry today.
whut the heck.
anyway, still loves her.

okays, pic overdue!

my baby act cute, hah.

2009-01-31T13:38:00.002+08:00

some pic from cny.
anw, i super loathe sch now!
i dont know why.

super busy everyday,
so i'll not post unless it's a sat or sun.
hahaha,
until i find the 'energy' to revive my blog.
i'm super sian!

no pic, and everyday is sch sch sch.
haizsxz.

i miss my baby.

2009-01-26T03:03:00.000+08:00

i think i very pro,
now is 3AM and i still haven sleep.

hahahaha!

i want my parents to be long live~
(:

and partly also i'm angry with baby!
anw, angpao tmr! (:

xoxo

2009-01-24T16:21:00.000+08:00

i super hate baby now.

super duper hate!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-22T19:48:00.001+08:00

post tmr!
bye!

love my baby.

2009-01-17T14:00:00.002+08:00

okays,
attend first lesson of A math at Mavis ytd.
Mr Ong's a bit gay, but Jin told me he's married and have 2 children.
and stayed in a condo!
hahaha, at least i learnt something there,
'keep the bottom, keep keep the bottom'
Mr Ong's lessons are varx funnyyyy :D
if he's a school teacher, i may consider to transfer to his school!
hahahaha.

at least one huge rock being put down,
aiming a B3 for A math ok! (:

and aft tution,
B's being very sweet,
came fetch me home! awwwwww.
super love baby~

anw, the whole house busy with CNY stuff and i'm busy with homework.
how great! ):

i still miss B.

oklah, bye.

2009-01-15T19:06:00.003+08:00

i did my part as a child,
i told you i wasn't going to make it for the Amath anymore,
but all you do was to say depend on myself.

i get tired of my life, i tried to tell you but you did not really care.
all you did was $ $ $, and all those Totos and 4D.
how freaking tired i am to tell you,
i know what's the best for me, but you did not tried to understand.
what's the use of me getting angry with over nothing, and nothing seems to be done.

so when results came, and if i passed, you all would be jumping for joy.
but that's not what i am capable of doing,
i can get at least a B3 or B4 for my Amath.
rather than E8, C6.
that's not good enough, that's really not good enough.
all you all think is that passing is very good alr,
how about my future? my ambition?
did you all ever sit down and hear me talk about my ambition?
i want to study in aerospace. did you all ever know that?
did you all know that your daughter wants to score 12 points for O' lvl rather than a 20 that considered as a passed?
i want you all to feel proud of me,
what korkor's not capable of, i can do it.
i want to show the world that,
'hey, your daughter is very capable, she's in poly. some more study aerospace ha...'
i know i can, i'm not stupid or retard.
but studying maths on my own, i'm not capable of doing that, not at this point of time.

i'm tired, sick and frustrated.

tsktsk.
_____________________________________________________

not to think abt it for a moment,

happy one month to me and B.
actually not one month, but, it's okays.
thanks B for pushing me so hard to study,
altho things happened, but i still love you!
i shall stop worrying abt things, and i love you dearest B.

okays, sitting beside bryon au,
wonderful, not so wonderful.
LOL.

a lot of shit to do,
zZz.

i miss baby ):

2009-01-11T21:31:00.001+08:00

i'm dreading for school tmr,
i feel so shag.
homeworks are piling up and here i am still relaxing.
what to do.
):

went bugis and city plaza with dearest mummy today!
shopped ard bugis but saw nothing.
so cabbed down to city plaza and finally bought 2 dresses.
i wanna be slimmer, i saw a dress that i super like,
but mummy say i look FAT.
):

i kinda miss baby now,
super duper miss.

2009-01-10T18:34:00.002+08:00

i did 4 of my Eng news log now and my eyes are feeling very strain.
so after i blog, so go take a nappie nappie.

orientation wasn't quite fun,
i kept walking around and round looking for B, kim, nicole and biying.
but i still love to watch the muster parade!
4 years but i'm still loving it.

anw, dint get a chance to see jin perform as B rushing me to go alr,
so went B house to wait for him get prepared and we went to kenny yu house for mahjong.
his 2nd bro kept losing then passed to me to play,
in the end won 3$ from monkey.
555 for the dinner and i cab home with B spon me. wahahah. super love you.

somethings are best to leave it unsaid,
somethings are best to leave it alone,
somethings are just not a toy, you cant play it, you cant ignore it.

how i wonder what you are.
up above the world so high,
like a diamond in the sky,
twinkle twinkle little star,
how i wonder what you are.

2009-01-09T20:44:00.004+08:00

hmmm, now i've got a shitty feeling.
that want shit cannot shit feeling, super sad lah.
told B few days ago and he says eat more fruit.
-.-

cant remember much things this whole week,
know i cant use computer so often.
my mum & dad's snatching the com, almost everyday to mahjong.
so that's why i cant blog often.
and homework's piling up. so much more, more, more.

shall forget everything that happened this week,

went NYP ytd and NP and SP today.
super fun :B
i still love NP the most! (:

anyway, i still got the shitty feeling,.

i'm going to orientation tmr :B
hope B can pei me more tmr ):

thinking to private my blog alr.
give me your email! (:

xoxo

2009-01-03T23:16:00.003+08:00

i know this is my 2nd post,
i'm super bored.
and i cant find someone to accompany me!

B's sleeping, K's- idk doing what, TJR- outside until now still haven come online. :@

i've watch HSM1 and i find that mrs ramesh look like the drama teacher.
HAHAHA. but jin don't really agree.
okays, so fine. i still think she look like her,
with the bravo, brava~ LOL.

monday, we'll get our NEW sitting arrangment.
like super sian. i die die also don't want sit with ____________________.
LOL, and mother bryon puseng! i think i'll dieeeeeeeeee earlier.

anyway, a reminder for myself.
I'M SECONDAY FOURRRRRRRRRRR.
god damn it.

2009-01-03T19:18:00.002+08:00

i feel like listening to this song right now,
must be i'm missing B.
i sent the lyrics of this song to him before,
that's why it became much of a fav. song for me.

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU (Glenn Medeiros)

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

anyway, went met B at his house in the afternoon.
then slack till 3 then we went to dhoby ghaut,
to return the SCV cable, and have had lunch at pastamania.
quarreled on the way back, but now everything's fine.
i've got, K to listen to my complains (:
HAHAHA. anyway, joce'sis coming over to my house tmr.
POA PROJECT ))):
sianszxszx.

anyway, 10 more days to our one month (:
LOVE B LOADS.

2009-01-02T18:42:00.002+08:00

it's time to do a proper posting, (:

school today,
woke up quite early, 6.15am.
2 F. months haven been waking up so early.
bathe, prepared and went over to B's house.
he was awake already! zZz
so he fought toilet with his dAjie.
waited for him to bathe and prepared and went to school.

then wOw. i realise i'm secondary four already!
means O level in another 9 months or less.
and prelims before sept holidays.
how am i going to face all these? zZz
and somemore A math qualifying test is on 15Jan.
think i'm dropping it, )))):
i still prefer studying A math then E math.

anyway, met all my new teachers today!
Eng- Mrs Ramesh
E & A maths - Miss Chew SQ
Social Studies - Miss M. Chua
MT - Mr Peng
Sci - Mr Neo/Mrs Gan
PE & History - Mr Chia
POA - Miss Lee

was asked to do a short composition during eng period,
'the best/worst thing that happened to me in 2008'
wrote about losing girlfriends, and gaining new ones.
wanted to write a lot, but let bygones be bygones.

then studied during POA period,
i realise i returned all my POA things to Miss Lee,
LOL. could not really rmb much of the things,
next year is gonna be busy week.
STUDY STUDY STUDY.

thurs - 8 Jan,
going NYP for career talk.

tmr - going plaza singapura with B,

sunday - proj with joce @ my hse,

mon - fri , SCHOOL.

god damn it.

went hougang mall today with part of the girls,
then ate at food court, and then walked ard,
homed with tzy.
(:

i hope this feeling will stay this way forever,
B, i love you and wouldn't want you go anymore.
♥

2009-01-01T20:14:00.001+08:00

okays, it's the first start of 2009 and i'm not feeling very, happy.

i'm so scare of ____________________________________

HAISZSXZ. dont wanna blog already lah.
school tmr,
zzz.

2008-12-31T22:56:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! (:

all the best in 2009 ~

(:

loveeeeeeeees.

2008-12-29T19:04:00.000+08:00

SHALL BLOG TMR ON JOCELYN'S LAPPIE.

PLEASE TAG ME PPL.
I'M SO POOR THING. ))))):

2008-12-28T22:52:00.002+08:00

whut makes me happy now,
is that i will be going countdown with baby (!!!!!)
meaning i'll spend my last day of 2008 with baby,
and be together on 01012009.

just pray and hope nothing will happen this few days,
no quarrels, no quarrels!
(:

and 10 more hours to th mock exams,
HOWHOWHOW. )):
so sad.

2008-12-28T13:13:00.002+08:00

another day spent with baby again (:

woke up at 10, bathe and prepared went to baby's house.
and waited for him to prepare and we went to packet food and headed to baby's ah ma house with his cousin(Yvonne(?)).
then waited for Yvonne's dad to come fetch us,
together with her mum and brother(haohao-Daren).
(a lot of names to rmb)
then we went to their condo at yishun, ate and started our swimming.
played with Yvonne and Daren first, and they started asking baby to be shark.
or whatever they say. once baby swim over to me, they'll start to whack him ask pull him away asking me to 'RUNNNN'.
and we went to jacuzzi with the 2 kids and waited for another cousin- i cant rmb her name.
played with her and she keep letting me hug (:
and then more cousins came, then we played and played till 6.
my face is very red nowwww.
went up to the condo and bathe, and then down for bbq.
played catching again, and i feel like i'm like kiddie.
hahaha, left early and went baby's house till 10 and headed home.

(: love baby lots.
tmr will be the e-math mock exam ):
stress liaw wor.
D;

2008-12-25T22:19:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas!

meaning got Christmas' wish right?
i've got a lot a lot of wishes!

wish i can last long (x103848739784438million) with my dearest baby.
wish all my girlfriends will stay as girlfriends forever
wish i can grow taller!
wish the company of dota faster faster close down so baby can have time to pei me.
wish i can get good O'lvl results and go into aerospace.
wish my baby slim down (muHaHaHaaaa)
wish i can go countdown!
wish i can buy more bags/clothes
wish i can change to another phone.
wish MOE will cancel O lvl next year.

10 wishes for the time being,
i still can wish on 31122008!
hahahah!

okays byebyebyebye.